It’s a Christmas miracle. I started working out. If you know me at all you know that I am not one that enjoys working out. I don’t get a high from it, I don’t get satisfaction from it, I don’t get it. I do understand I have to stay healthy, and that is my only goal.
But you runners…you’re crazy.
And you cross-fitters, I don’t even claim to begin to understand you.
Oh and you that go to the gym and then post pics of your cupcakes and donuts… let me just
But I did, I started doing some walking. I have to. Because I am faced with the swimsuit + the reality that I haven’t worked out in the 8 months I’ve been in Texas. It’s amazing what a little grief and depression can do to you. I have done nothing but eat the tortillas and drink the big red, and sulk on the couch.
Today I saw a friend I haven’t seen since I’ve been back. She asked why it took me so long to come see her. Seeking sympathy, I told her about the trap door of deep, dark depression I’ve been hiding behind. She looked at me and scrunched up her face and told me to
Get over it!
So I guess it’s time for me to get over it. We do this thing, us humans, where we submit to our feelings more than we trust in Jesus. It’s okay for us to feel, God made us that way. It’s okay for you to be disappointed you didn’t get the job. It’s okay that you are angry that she wronged you. It’s okay for you to be joyful when he isn’t. I love that God created us to live the abundant life.
Some think abundance means the materialism, or everything we ever want. To me abundance is the fullness of life, the good with the bad. The pretty and the ugly. The roses and the thorns. God gives it all to us, at His discretion. It’s when we don’t trust in that, more so, it’s when we don’t trust in the character and integrity of this Great God, that we eat tortillas and gain 10 pounds. It’s then we have to start exercising.
Whatever it is for you that you need to get over, take a step. (A positive, non-alcoholic, drug free step). Do something to help you get over it. It might be exercise, it might be talking to a friend, it might be just admitting that you have something to get over. But it will always be Jesus.